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明依は5:00に起きた。
眠かったが、今日を少しでも長くしたくて、潔く私も起きた。
部屋の片付け。
9:00に農協に必ず行くと決めていた。
売り切れ前にB級パッションフルーツを買うのだ。
荷物がまとまり、少し早めにチェックアウトして、残りの時間はウォーリーの家で過ごした。
当たり前のように受け入れてくれて、娘の寝る場所も作ってくれて、美味しいお昼ご飯まで作ってくれて、私たちの小笠原の父と母。
明依にとってはじーちゃんばーちゃんか。
心からの感謝を。
ウォーリー家でくつろぐ明依 / May chilling in Wally’s house
無事パッションもゲットして、曼荼羅のコーヒーも買ってきて、なんだかんだで、あっという間に14:00。
えみちゃんが港まで送ってくれた。
ゆうくんたちが大村のゲゲゲで太鼓を持って待っててくれた。
出港まで30分。
ほんの少しだけ、ジャンベでジャム。
出航15分前、船に向けて小走り。
最後の最後に海辺で娘と友達と一緒にジャンベジャム / In the final moments on the island, a djembe jam with my daughter and friends
ターミナルで、海洋センターで会えなかったこんちゃんにも会えて、せいじさんにも会えて、たおくん、さやかちゃん、忘れ物を届けにきてくれたウォーリーも。
みんなで写真を撮ろうとしたら、タラップをあげますので船に乗ってくださいと言われる。焦る。
ハグしたりバイバイしたり、そして乗らなきゃ。
いろんな人の顔。
ああ、あの人も、ありがとう。でも乗らなきゃ。
感情の処理が追いつかないまま、タラップに向かう。
タラップの上で少しみんなと距離ができて、振り返って沢山手を振った。
おが丸の警笛。出港。
デッキからみんなを見つけて手を振った。
自分がさっきいた場所を遠くの高いところから見て、ああ、もうあそこにいないんだ、と寂しさを感じる。
愛がいっぱいの出航 / Departure full of love
今日も晴天の真夏日。
2度目の警笛。愛の詰まったレイを投げる。
(レイは島を去る人に贈られる、葉や花で作られた飾り。船が出港する時にレイを海に投げる。レイが再び島に流れ着くと、島にまた戻って来られるという言い伝えがある。)
海は信じられないほどキラキラ。
山は青々。
たくさんの見送り船。
デッキ全体が感動に包まれる。二見湾全体か。
行ってらっしゃいと、ありがとう。
たくさんの見送り船 / Many “see-off boats”
やっぱり感動してしまう / Can’t help being emotional
5:00に起きて10時間もあったのに、
なんだ、こんなあっという間に。
もっと早く港に来ればよかった、とか、もっとあこんなこと話したかったとか、船に乗ってから出てくる。
出てくるけど、本当に素敵な時間を過ごしたよ。
大切な人たちに見送られて、本当に幸せだ。
名残惜しいけど、それもそれ。
また、必ず来る!
行ってきます。また来ます! / See you!
今回、小笠原に行こうと計画した時は、娘を連れて小笠原に行こう、と、そのぐらいのことしか考えていなかった。
終わってみれば、とてつもなく大切で思い出深い旅行になった。
来てみると、というか、竹芝からおが丸に乗った瞬間からだと思う、何か小笠原の魔法の様なものにかかり、自分は小笠原の人になっていた。
懐かしさと切なさ。
2年間島に住んでた時は色々あったけど、その色々を経て、今も、そして今後も一生、自分の人生の大切な部分であることは間違いない。
島は少しばかり遠いけど、これからも繋がっている。
そんなこんなで、自分自身を再発見し、心満たされた、小笠原帰省なのでした。
ちゃんちゃん。
小笠原の海の青、通称ボニンブルー / Bonin blue, the color of the sea around the Ogasawara
p.s. 小笠原での写真をアルバムにまとめたので、こちらもぜひご覧ください。
May woke up at 5:00.
I was sleepy, but wanting to make the most of this final day, I got up too.
We tidied the room.
We HAD to go to the farm co-op shop at 9:00 to get the grade B passion fruit, for they might sell out quickly.
Once our luggage was packed, we checked out a little early and spent the rest of the time at Wally’s house.
They welcomed us as if it were the most natural thing in the world, made a place for our daughter to sleep, and even cooked us a delicious lunch—
Wally and Emi-chan are like our own father and mother here in the Ogasawara Islands.
For May, they are grandpa and grandma.
My heartfelt thanks to them.
We managed to get hold of the passion fruit without a hitch, bought coffee at Mandala Coffee, and before we knew it, it was already 2pm.
Emi-chan gave us a lift to the port.
Yu-kun, Masu-chan, Yurie-chan were waiting for us at Omura Beach, with some djembe drums.
30 minutes until departure.
We had a quick little djembe jam session.
15 minutes before departure, we jogged towards the ship.
At the terminal, I bumped into Kon-chan, my former colleague, who was absent at the Marine Centre, as well as Seiji-san, Tao-kun, Sayaka-chan, and Wally, who’d come to bring me something I’d left behind.
Just as we were about to take a group photo, we were told that the ship’s gangway is about to be dispatched and we had to board the ship quickly.
Gotta hurry up.
Hugs and goodbyes, and then we started running toward the gangway.
Many faces.
Ah, that person too—thank you… But we have to go…!
Before my emotions could catch up, we were at the gangway.
When there was a bit of distance between me and everyone, I turned around and waved my hands with all my effort.
Ogasawara-maru’s 1st horn.
The ship sets sail.
We spotted everyone from the deck and waved.
Looking down from high up, the spot where I was just a moment ago, I felt a pang of sadness, experiencing, “I’m not there anymore.”
Another sunny, beautiful summer’s day.
The second blast of he ship’s horn.
We throw the “lei” filled with love, overboard.
(A lei is ornament made with leaves/flowers given to a person leaving the island. It is a custom to throw the lei overboard when the ship is departing. When the lei reaches the island again it means we can come back again.)
The sea was unbelievably sparkling.
The mountains were a lush green.
So many “see-off boats” are running alongside.
The whole deck was filled with emotions.
Or might have been the whole Futami Bay?
People shouting ”Itterasshai (take care, see you again)“ and “thank you.”
I woke up at 5:00 and had a full 10 hours,
and it was gone in the blink of an eye.
“I should have come to the port earlier” or “I wanted to talk about this and that…” are only now coming to mind.
But we really did spend truly wonderful time on the island.
We were truly happy to be sent off by the people who matter most to me.
It’s sad to leave, but that’s just how it is.
We’ll definitely be back!
When we first planned this trip, all we were thinking about was the excitement for taking our daughter to the island for the first time.
In the end, it turned out to be an incredibly special and memorable trip.
Once we arrived—or rather, I think it was the moment we boarded the Ogasawara-maru at Takeshiba Port—we were swept up in a kind of Ogasawara magic, and we’d become an Ogasawara islander.
A sense of nostalgia and wistfulness.
There were all sorts of things that happened during the two years I lived on the island, but having gone through all that, the island remains—and will continue to be for the rest of my life—a vital part of my life.
The island is a little far away, but I’ll always feel connected to it.
From this trip back to the Ogasawara Islands, I rediscovered myself and left feeling truly fulfilled.
The end.
p.s. I compiled the photos from this trip in an album so please check them too.
